Recently

Recently I've been coming on blogspot and writing in it more than ever. haha today was one of the most chill days I've had lately. Right now I'm at My sis Ry's house chillin' here with some friends but okay so to my point. I haven't had this much fun in so long, I'm not talking about drinking having fun but about just having fun in general. I haven't talked to Shayna like how we did this week like before she moved & it was such a relief. Lately, it's been akward but I'm trying my best not to think of what happened to us recently. I looked past the arguements and thought about all the fun times we had. It makes me smile & laugh about all the plans we had together and all the things we talk about and stuff. Seriously, I haven't had someone to talk to like how I talk to her in so long well besides my other bestfriend AJ. lol

I know it's gonna take a while for us to be the way we we're before but I'm planning to wait because she is someone that I can't lose. I haven't cried over a best-friend EVER in my life and the fact that i cried when we had an argument it made me realize that she's on of the 8 people that i trust the most and I'm glad that I have her and the rest of the people that i trust the most by my side even if we don't get along every time. I PROMISED myself that I'm gonna do all things I planned with her and the rest of 2 people that we will finish everything in our list no matter how long it takes. WE WILL GO TO CALIFORNIA TOGETHER, WE WILL MOVE IN TOGETHER, AND WE WILL BE BESTFRIENDS NO MATTER WHAT! that I can promise you.