via sidekick

Bare with me because my macbook is being an ass right now so I'm doing this blog via my sidekick 08'. I haven't updated my blog since last week and todays my only chance.

Lately school is stressing me out. I have tooo much homework to do everyday that I don't have enough time to do it. I recently got a 2nd job so that I can keep up with my bills. I have been paying my bills late because I don't have the money to pay it. So I'm thankful that I got it. Hopefully I'll get my bills down before February so I can go on my birthday weekend to california. I wanna go there so badly to take my mind off of things happening here in HI. If I had the money I'd pack up all my stuff, catch the next flight out of here and move because I just can't handle all the stuff happening. I'm trying my best to do it & understand. I know I get through things but this time I just can't. Life just has been up my ass that I had enough.

But anyways, christmas is coming up and I started on my christmas list already. Thank goodness, so I don't have to do it last minute like last year. I don't have time to do it cause I'm juggling 2 jobs and school. I've noticed that as I'm getting older I'm not into the same things I loved when I was a kid. I use to love halloween, new years etc but now it seems like it's just like any other day. Christmas and my birthday is the only 2 things I don't get tired of. Lol

I'll update my blog the next time I don't work or when I have extra time on my hands.

Yours truly, aimee