Twilight

So an update on what's been going on in my life.

friday November 21st, 2008.

Went to school to catch up on my work that I'm behind on. 

ate dinner for Matt's birthday at Bucas at Wards with the boys

Crystel, Michael & Sheryl.

After dinner we watch Twilight which was so worth more than $10 bucks

foreal. Edward Cullen is so memorizing. I couldn't stop talking about it

with my friend sheryl after the movie ended. Sheryl slept over 

my house and we did a hookah session. 

Saturday November 22nd, 2008

Went to dinner at Willow's with my BBY & his family.

Slept over my BBY's house. Bought the Twilight saga

because i couldn't get enough. Read until 5 in the morning.

Sunday November 23rd, 2008

Worked from 12p.m-7p.m, it was a chill day as always when i

work. Read twilight again. haha finished half of the book in less

than a day :) it's really interesting. i couldn't put the book down.

Hopefully, i finish the book by Tuesday night or Wednesday morning :)

Did my homework, but not sure if i did it all because i wasn't

really paying attention in class on thursday. lol

Crystel, Michael and their dog came to my house and just chilled.

overall my weekend was good. tried my best to not get it ruined

& it didn't. i don't let anything ruin my day anymore. i just move

on and forget about it because i can't dwell on stuff that's not

worth it. people change, so it doesn't matter to me anymore.

yours truly, aimee

it's weird

how people can be soo FAKE!
i'm not tryna be a hypocrite because
i know i've been fake before but this
draws the line.

People can talk soo much shit behind
other peoples back and pretend that
nothings wrong. Say one thing to one
person and say the exact opposite to
the other. yenno?

I try to stay as far away as possible to
all the BS but it just doesn't go away.
I try soo hard to mend things but it's
like no one cares let alone listens to what
i have to say.

i've learned that it doesnt help, it's not
gonna get anywhere so i'm trying to be
as TRUE to my friends and to myself
even if i know it's going to hurt.

i give up

i give up on caring so much for the people that i love dearly. I try to be the best friend that I could be but if they don't care for themselves then why should I yenno? I cared to much to the point that i'd honestly do whatever it took to make them satisfied. But honestly i did so much but still no progress. it sucks to see the people i care about ruin they're lives & fuck themselves up but what else is there that i can do. So i give up & i'll just watch, i repeated myself over and over again but it seems like no one listens to what i have to say until it happens to them.

slowly by slowly i'm not even gonna care if anything happens to you.


yours truly, aimee

via sidekick

Bare with me because my macbook is being an ass right now so I'm doing this blog via my sidekick 08'. I haven't updated my blog since last week and todays my only chance.

Lately school is stressing me out. I have tooo much homework to do everyday that I don't have enough time to do it. I recently got a 2nd job so that I can keep up with my bills. I have been paying my bills late because I don't have the money to pay it. So I'm thankful that I got it. Hopefully I'll get my bills down before February so I can go on my birthday weekend to california. I wanna go there so badly to take my mind off of things happening here in HI. If I had the money I'd pack up all my stuff, catch the next flight out of here and move because I just can't handle all the stuff happening. I'm trying my best to do it & understand. I know I get through things but this time I just can't. Life just has been up my ass that I had enough.

But anyways, christmas is coming up and I started on my christmas list already. Thank goodness, so I don't have to do it last minute like last year. I don't have time to do it cause I'm juggling 2 jobs and school. I've noticed that as I'm getting older I'm not into the same things I loved when I was a kid. I use to love halloween, new years etc but now it seems like it's just like any other day. Christmas and my birthday is the only 2 things I don't get tired of. Lol

I'll update my blog the next time I don't work or when I have extra time on my hands.

Yours truly, aimee

To: Ken Bautista

I can't believe that your not here in Hawaii anymore. Your back in Vegas :( it sucks that your up in Vegas now but it was better for you to move up there so I'm happy for you. I know that you went through a lot with your life and your life down here. I tried my best to help you with your problems and what you needed. Your we're seriously like a brother to me, hell you even lived with me for about 2 months. haha I scolded you, we had our share of fights just like any other siblings would. Even if you weren't any bit related to me I treated you like family. I miss you bro seriously and you left only on Monday. I know you'll come back someday to visit & I sure as hell will visit you in February for my 19th b-day weekend vacation so mark your calender for that mmkay?! haha I just hope you won't forget me by then. I'm honestly glad that we met. I totally remember how we met. You added me on myspace, we talked for like a month and I asked you if you wanted to come to my 18th birthday overnight hotel party & you came likely enough you knew James them who I knew about 2 years before I met you. So it all came along great. We all started cruzing and grew closer to each other than I would ever expect but I'm glad things turned out the way it did. We have so much memories Ken, & I know I'll cherish it. 

SEE YOU SOON BRO! ;( I LOOOVE YOU! 

always remember where your from.

OBAMA!

Our New President.

I am ABSOLUTELY speechless. I have so much to say. I am super glad that he is our NEW president. As he said to his first speech as a president "it is time for a change..." I agree to every single word he said. He gave me goose bumps. His speech touched my heart and it gave me goosebumps. I believe that what he has for the US is what we ultimately need. This year is by far the most different year from the rest. It doesn't matter if you have all the money in the world, or even the color of your skin etc. If you believe that you can make a difference & put your heart 110% into what you believe that it can be achieved. It is possible, everything is possible if you set your mind to it. We are in financial crisis and I agree that he can change it. It might not even take months, years or the presidents term to change the US but it's a start. He took the first step to change and it was being the first african american president, he ultimately made history today.

I have so much more to say but I can't type as fast as I can speak. 

2008 is by far the most memorable year. From being a senior, graduating, going to college, having a financial crisis, having a new president etc. This is the year I won't forget, hands down.

update

I'm sorry I haven't been on this for like 4 days. I have been really busy with school. I've been having so much homework that I haven't been even getting enough sleep. Here's my 4 day update.

Monday October 27th, 2008: School was boring as usual. Went to my boyfriends house in kaneohe because he needed money. Went to Windard mall. Wanted to look at phones on T-mobile. Chatted up with the assistant manager and got a job opportunity. Passed on it but now rethinking. Gonna go there on Monday to ask for an application and I'll see if I get the job or not.

My hours got cut back because of stupid seasonal workers. BLEH! I have to much bills to not be working. So I need another job. 

Tuesday October 28th, 2008: Went home straight after school because I wanted to catch up on my sleep. I woke up around 7p.m. ish because my parents kept pounding on my door because they wanted my boyfriend and I to eat dinner at Thelma's with the whole family. Did all my homework after.

Thursday October 30th, 2008: School was awesome. The costume contest was pretty fun & really funny. At night My BBY, AJ, my sis RY, Matt, my cousin Crystel and her boyfriend Michael went to the Shock house at blasdiel arena. It was fucking scary. I was yelling the whole way through. The 10 rooms made me wanna cry. haha I really don't like haunted houses but because my friends and my boyfriend wanted to go I had no other choice but to go. I loved it. Got out of the shock house in about 5 minutes. lol My friend matt thought that I was special effects cause he heard screaming the whole way. haha We went to hawaiian Brians after and played 4 games of pool. Then went to zippy's to eat. 

Friday October 31st, 2008: Worked from 11:30a.m to 3p.m. Went to Village park to eat at the Korean BBQ hut with my boyfriend and AJ. Stayed home until night time then went out. This is the first halloween that I was really bored. lol I guess because I'm getting older I don't find things that I use to love when I was a child as fun anymore.