memories

121605, sophmore year, senior year, 2008, senioritis my junior year, saving my house from burning, prank calling at 2 in tha' morning, 18th birthday hotel party, purple & yellow theme, hawaii prince hotel, waipahu homecoming games, sleepovers at my house, 2nd homes, bestfriends, losing bestfriends, tantlus, hawaiian brian nights, drinking at jojo's, talking til' 6 in tha' morning, graduation, getting caught by tha' cops, charleys, pearlridge chillin', zippy's, walmart late nights, hotel parties, court, summer 2008, karaoke lounge, punching holes in walls, hookah sessions, miki's, aivacryshajama, 8wheels, TGK, one year anniversaries, 2-in-1 151 shots, chillin' late nights, seeing old friends, meeting new friends, Boyz 2 Men Concert, movie nights, giving advice on aim & in text, being tha' best friend I can be, match maker, jerkin' in front of matt's house, chillin' on matt's couch, joggin' tha' stadium, myspace arguements, planning about our move to California, vacations about vegas, breakups, heartaches, ABDC at my house, ewa beach, chocolate park, smoke breaks, sneaking people out, && friends that never left.

[...I'M HAPPIEST WHEN I'M QUIET...]

IF YOU DON'T KNOW  NOW YOU KNOW.

............IT'S ALL ABOUT THA' WHO'S WHO & WHO DID WHAT. I'M NOT ABOUT THAT!

lately,

i haven't cared about anyone & anything. I'm so tired of trying to please everyone. Everything's just so annoying right now. i dont need to please people & i don't need to prove my self to anyone. i can't stand it, UGHH!! i'm done with all tha' bullshit && drama. i hate it when i have to choose, it's driving me crazy to tha' point where i just want to scream STFU to tha' world. I'm so torn between everything, i'm going downhill because of it. I'm failing 3 out of my 4 classes & i've been doing things that i don't usually do.