how well...

DO YOU HONESTLY KNOW ME ?
Do you really know me ? I don't like it when people thinks that they know me when they clearly don't.
Do you honestly know everything that I've been through ? I've been through so much that YES it did make me turn into the person that I am today, whether you like it or not this is me now. I know I've changed and I know that a lot of people aren't proud in a way but hey I like who I am now and I LOVE everything and everyone that's in my life. I chose to be the person I am today, I've never been so proud of myself dealing with all the things that has been happening within the time I turned 18. I know some of my decisions hasn't been bright decisions but I've learned from it all and even though I'm struggling I know I'll manage. I hate it so much when people especially girls judge me from what they heard or how I look. I know all the news people hear about me aren't always good news but why believe the rumors ? ask me ! I know I look like this really snobby bitchy girl, but aren't all girls like that when you don't know them at first ? When people actually take the time to get to know me, it's a totally different story and you'll know that I'm not even close to the person you thought I was. I may have those moments where it will seem like I don't like you, just take that into heart cos' I may just have things on my mind.


short and simple, "DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER, COS' YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT KIND OF STORY IS WRITTEN ON THOSE SHEETS"

as days pass....

I get axious of the future. what's in store for me ? I have so much plans for myself. I've got everything down from where I want to live, where i want to work, what i want to do etc. But when i think about it all in all, i think to myself I am really going to make it ? Is my parents going to be correct? I want to prove so much people wrong, that I am capable of being what I always dreamt of being. That I can be that successful person, having my name known and having all the things that I want in life in the palm on my hands. I want to be that person that everyone knows. I want to flaunt it in everyone's face that I'm not the person people thinks I am, this bitchy-all up in your face-know it all-spoiled girl cos' I'm not. I've been nearly independent my whole entire life becos' of the fact that my parents we're always working 2 jobs and never being at home. I know how to manage everything and I pay my own bills.

TRUST ME....I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG !

California Trip 06/04-09/09

it's one of those feelings where you know you belong.

the feeling where you don't want to leave & the feeling of emptiness when your away from it.

that's how i felt when i left California :'( it absolutely sucks that I'm not there anymore.

I told myself that I WILL concentrate in college and work my ass off so that I can move to California

as soon as I can. That I WILL save money so I can go there every 3 to 6 months.

to sum up my experience in California.

June 5, 2009

- arrived in LAX around 6 am

- arrived in SAN around 8 am

- took a nap til' 2 pm

- got ready for my cousin Adam's graduation at Mt. Miguel HS

- Adam's graduation

- dinner at New East Buffet

- back to my auntie's house

- plaza bonita

- movies, watched UP

- back home.

June 6, 2009

- plaza bonita

- bank of america

- cousin Adam's graduation party

- shopping

June 7, 2009

- Church at THE ROCK

- Legoland til' 4 pm

- Fashion Valley Mall

- Walmart

June 8, 2009

- Road trip

- LA

- Anaheim

- California Adventure Park

- Disneyland

June 9, 2009

- left SAN to LAX at 8 am

- left LAX to HNL at 2pm

-arrived in HNL 5 pm HNL time.

I MISS CALIFORNIA!